So... Really funny story...
Last Friday, our first semester results were posted & I was all, "Dead. Dead. I'm so dead. *maniacal laughter* What is my life. !@#$%"
I mean, so far so good, I guess. We didn't really have the full results since there are still a few papers left that haven't been accumulated into our CGPA. But from what I gather from my available results, they seem pretty okay.
Can't say the same for my Quantitative Methods a.k.a. Mathematics. Or some kind of Advanced Mathematics, whatever. Not only did I FAIL the blasted subject, I got called in my by Director of Foundation Studies & was reprimanded for not handing in all my assignments.
*twiddles thumbs*
Okay, so that was totally my fault, thus me having to pay the consequences. But still, I finally handed them in. Really late. Ugh! I thought I was going to be more productive starting uni! All the other subjects, I'm a pretty good student. But after 8 whole years, the subject giving me the most problems is Maths! I honestly do not know what my problem is with it. I never really hand in the work on time. I rarely ever get good enough results or even pass. I sometimes even start crying when attempting to study Maths on my own. Which I can tell you, is pretty pathetic & embarrassing.
Which lead me to compose an e-mail to my Director stating why I did something so stupid & basically just screwed up entirely. All of which are his words, not mine. Not that I disagree though, so... Yea. Total idiot.
Let this be a valuable lesson kids. Never push aside your studies. Especially the ones you utterly suck at. And always hand in your assignments on time as they contribute to your final results. And also to avoid getting called an IDIOT by your superiors.
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LISTEN TO ME ! ! ! ! ! ! !
So yea, even with my assignments handed in *garnering myself pity marks* I still failed Quantitative Methods *for the record, I have never called the subject by that name ever since the semester started*. This means that I'll have to be resitting the exam somewhere around the second week of September. The best part is that if I failed the second time around, I'll have to repeat the subject with the latest batch. Joy. Screw you, Maths.
I can't even. I just want to lie in a puddle & melt. Or lock myself in my room. I'm not that choosy.
But in all seriousness, my studies are really weighing me down. Not to mention the fact that I've to resit my SPM Science subjects. Yea. Apparently, I'll need a minimum requirement of B's in those subjects to continue on to my Medical Degree. That is, if I still want to pursue it. This is so confusing.
On a more positive note, the same day I got my Semester results *ack!* was the same day I went shopping at Ikea. Which made me surprisingly happy.
Also spent all of Saturday sleeping in & contemplating watching Teen Wolf. But my heart couldn't handle all the angst & stress from watching the darn show *it's a bloody show about bloody teenage werewolves & WHY do I feel so emotionally drained after every episode !@#$%* so I discovered Avengers Assemble which is basically a kids show that's somewhat compliant to the movie-verse. I mean, I thought it was pretty good, for someone who doesn't really read the comics & such *I know, I'm sorry, please don't hurt me*.
But Ehmagawd, guys! The amount of Superhusbands context in that show! I mean...