I'm a selfish bitch.
Not ashamed to admit it.
I do not, repeat, do not like sharing attention. Or being robbed of attention. Especially if it's from a damn eight year-old.
Wow. Seeing that typed on screen gives a whole new perspective on how absolutely shallow I am. But screw that, I'm gonna rant & act like the spoiled princess I am, so take that!
I'm my grandparents only granddaughter. There's only Baby Brother & I. So, as the eldest grandchild, it's no surprise that I'm treated as, well... a princess. So of course I'm only used to the best & being treated as such.
*gosh, sound even more like a brat, wouldja?*
Well, I don't think I care that much when it comes to material possessions. I understand enough when things just aren't within our reach. And if I didn't understand, my grandparents would surely remind me of that. Meh. But not so recently, I've come to a realisation, I do not like to share the spotlight. My Spotlight!
I've an eight year-old cousin living with me as of two years ago. So my first thought was, "Oh great. I've a little sister!" which quickly escalated to "Oh crap. I've got a little sister!!!"
Okay, I get it, she's a child! You shouldn't be so harsh on her! Oh, right, because it's not as though when she does something wrong or bad or whatever she gets reprimanded for it. Okay, sure. Umm, so remember when I did the exact same thing when I was her age yet all of you acted like it was one of the most horrible things I could have done & scolded/punished me for it? But when she does it, multiple times, oh nooooooo... It's perfectly okay. She still doesn't understand what's right or wrong. Let her be.
Sure. Sure. SURE!!!!!!!
And every time she gives people this so-called attitude of hers, everyone turns a freakin' blind eye! But when I did it? *smack!*
I'm sorry, I just cannot accept the fact that that child is treated a hell lot more leniently than I ever was & that just irks me! Hell, even my grandparents indulge her every whim! Excuse me? I'm your granddaughter! Why are you turning a blind eye towards most of her actions & still reprimanding me for mine?! Your attention should be showered upon me! I'm the goddamn Princess! I need people to adore ME!
I'm such a goddamn bitch. I'm an attention-whore & I'm feeling hateful towards a child.
*bangs head on keyboard*
Ugh! Kids.
So that's that. I feel slightly awful. But this is my territory, so screw you. I do what I bloody well want. *sticks out tongue*
I should end this rant before it gets way out of hand. I want ice cream. I'm still a Princess though. Hmph!
xoxo