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Dear Blogsters ,I adore writing . If i didn't , I wouldn't have a Blog .
Each of my stories has an array of somewhat interesting & beautiful characters .
Some sane , some normal , but most of them are just downright cuckoo .
Even so , I can't help but feel emotionally attached to each character I write about .
And love them all to death . Some more than others .
I also hope I manage to portray each character *as well as my own* flawlessly .
I write to let my feelings out as well as to share my life's stories .
Hoping others would care to see it from a wacko writer's point of view .
As well as enjoy it .
xoxo
Tuesday, January 14, 2014 9:46 PM
What now?
So I checked my results. Because my WhatsApp was freakin' lagging & I was attempting to reply someone else which somehow for whatever insane reason, I ended up checking my results.
I was right.
So I just went through my day as usual. Went to get a somewhat new haircut. I have a semi fringe now! I don't really like it. Fun fact though : having a haircut sort of releases some of your stress. At least, that's how I felt. You know how people change their hairstyle after going through a stressful/traumatic event? Granted, my situation wasn't that severe, but the point remains. I felt a little better.
Until about an hour ago when I sat down with my two aunts & told them about my Semester 2 finals. I honestly don't remember the last time I cried that hard. I felt horrible. I honestly believe I've let them down. And everyone else, really.
I don't know. Talking to them really did help me though. They made me open up a bit more concerning my so-called problems. Not to say that I feel I've figured everything out, but they helped me see things clearer.
I kind of have two options right now:
- Take a resit test for the subjects I've failed. *really really badly, I'm not kidding. . . it's really bad*
or
- Repeat my Second Semester & differ to a different batch.
Honestly, I'd rather pick the second option. Only because I don't think I'll be able to achieve better scores even if I did take a resit. Really though, I've never felt really happy or satisfied with the direction I'm going since. . . I don't know. I'll see if I can have a few words with my lecturer or director. At this rate. . . Damn, this isn't making any more sense.
But that's my brain vomit for the day. I still have my classes tomorrow. And I've still got a few more questions to complete for my Chemistry class. Or as my classmates like to call it: The subject of Satan.
I'm just ridiculously emotionally exhausted at the moment. I've got a couple more things to think about before I go to bed. Hopefully I'll figure it all out before facing tomorrow.
Yea. Goodnight, I guess.
xoxo